Tuesday, August 18, 2015

Outsider Power

 Outsider power 

I watched the scene through round spectacles. The light shone and entered my pupils like 
picturesque petals on a round ball of pollen. The self-aware, self-deprecating hipsters around me resembled clones from scientists trying to regain their credibility. I walked up to a tall, lanky man who mirrored a black grass hopper. I asked “I’m writing an article for the New York Times , what do you think of the scene so far? He looked at me with a false smile and groaned, “Dude I’m so baked...I ca--n’t understand you...talk to me later.” His clothing and personality greatly juxtaposed like a large lion, whose thick mane frayed when stressed. I walked away and stood observing the animals in the vast field, with sharp, glassy eyes. The audience swayed to the beat of the music like stems of grass in the African savannah. 

I fidgeted with my pen and made notes on the people surrounding me. One guy stared at me in 
between Kendrick Lamar songs and yelled, “You look like a nark!” I flinched and turned around as if 
he must be talking to another OCD writer type. “I’m talking to you loser! Did your mom dress you this morning?” I continued through the crowds as if i was a bird so secure of himself that petty remarks wouldn't cause me to lose feathers. His voice eventually faded but I jotted the comments down into the displeased pages of my crippled notebook. The light in the sky looked like the worlds brightest source of heat and power, while the naked, absent minded trees stood as they were. I sat in the grass and hummed the talking heads to myself, “And she was lying in the grass and she could hear the highway breathing and she could see a nearby factory she’s making sure she is not dreaming.” The song felt like a mantra, distracting me from the silly criticism of immature, self declared 
vagabonds. The atmosphere was heavily set in like a child’s homemade fort. 
 

Sunday, August 16, 2015

Omissions of a Nameless Ghost

My name is Serena 

And I am a rape survivor 

My name is Adele

And I am a victim of abuse 

I am a nameless ghost made of milk 

No one survives death 

But I can hardly call myself a victim 

Because we all leave ourselves eventually  

I found myself trapped in a dusky room with a cracked light bulb swaying over my head 

My eyes were lit up as if torches were shone through my skull 

I reached up for the lamp cord 

And wrapped it around my neck 

But the cord touched nothing but stained memories 

Life ended for me before I lost my skin and flesh 

Now I’m in purgatory 

Comfortably numbed by the resemblance it has to being alive 


Friday, August 7, 2015

The Predator's Game Plan - Cora Thornton-Silver


We met October 31st 
His deceptive dinosaur costume
Painted a picture of a fake predator 
With a soft smiling boy underneath 
He turned on the charm 
As if it were a switch on the back on his neck 
He handed me the bottle 
Almost shoving it down my throat 
My wide eyes and blurred vision 
Separated me from my wisdom
And he took me in 
Like an omnivorous vulture drags rain soaked, wounded rabbits into its lair 
Mistaking them for meaty prey 
He emptied out his malevolence on my chest 
And punished me with his narcissism and ego 
He poisoned me with his cocaine brain
And psychopathic tendencies 
His long black leather coat lay on my bedroom floor 
With the price tag hanging loosely from the sleeve 
And a needle in his right side pocket 
He beat me with his words and body 
Just barely holding my bones together 
My pink flesh was invaded by him 
And pain shook me to my brain cells 
He coerced me into many acts 
And severed my tongue so that I couldn't say no 
His pillaging created dark projection 
And self-criticism
My body grew with his lies 
And ballooned up until 
I ran out of steam 
Breathless sweat lined my bed 
And toxins entered my unprotected pores 
The predator’s name appeared on my phone screen 
Numerous haunting messages lay before 
He snuck in and set the tempo 
Smothering me with cigarette breath 
And doping me up with pot smoke